Friday, 23 November 2012

Liebster award

I am new to this but it made me really happy! Maria nominated me! so please check her out :)

Here are my 11 random facts about myself
1. I have a huge crush on batman
2. I have ombre hair
3. I listen to my ipod at LEAST 3 times a day
4. I find men who speak another language attractive.. (Bill Skarsgard)
5. I am very sarcastic
6. I have two jobs and I attend college 5 days a week
7. 7 is my favourite number
8. Currently questioning why its 11 facts about myself it is a bit of an odd number?
9. I have no self confidence
10. I love comedy films!
11. I am recovering from depression

Questions I was asked
1. What season tree are you?
Erm I was born in october so an autumn tree! Plus they have soo many pretty colours
2. Witch or fairy?
Witch, they just seem to have more fun!
3. How intuitive are you?
I would say I was quite intuitive
4. How scary are you?
erm.. I would hope no one would find me scary
5. What is your creative power?
I don't completely understand this question. However my creativity is with photography I can not draw or paint but I love taking photographs!
6. Favourite food?
My favourite food would have to be cheese!!
7. Are you wild or domesticated?
Deffinetly domesticated! My parents have brought me up well :)
8. In my opinion most celebrities are..
Most celebrities are just human beings that are lucky
9. Would you rather be a vampire, a half vampire, werewolf, human?
I would be a vampire for sure!!
10. Are you silver or gold?
I am not a fan of the colour gold so silver
11. How's your attitude?
I think I have a pretty good attitude however I am known to be quite negative.

Blogger won't let me link anyone to nominate so I will have to do that at a later date! thanks for reading :)
A photograph I recently took of my friend!

Not much to report other that I am stressed to the eyeballs! I have university on my mind constantly! I have my driving test bringing me down and the added pressure of having no one to really turn too. A song I am really loving at the moment is summer paradise by simple plan and sean paul! such an uplifting song. I am trying to be really healthy but temptation is a bitch! My mum made some mince pies and I couldn't resist mince pies make me feel all chritsmasy and feeling chrstmasy makes me happy, but mince pies makes me fat and is awful for dieting! I am also trying to drink loads of water but it is so tasteless and makes me feel ill if I have too much. I am extremely tired and I have an early start tomorrow so I am off for well deserved beauty sleep! night :)

Tuesday, 13 November 2012

That Feeling Where You Are Alone.

I need to vent.
I hate that feeling where you feel alone.
Friends? What friends? Friends who couldn't even make it to my 18th. The one age where you can let your hair down, have fun and spend it with people that make you happy but it's my life, nothing is straight forward and once again I get let down. Do you ever get used to broken promises? Does it get easier?
University, university is meant to be the highlight of your life. New friends, new responsibilities and a new leaf. Sounds great doesn't it? Then why should the choice be so hard. Why can't I be the clever one, why can't I be the one who has the luck. Why am I always the one who works her ass off but gets no where. Maybe its me, maybe I am the problem?
To negative
To awkward
To annoying
To fat
I thought if I keep my chin up. Take my life in my hands, invite people out, instead of waiting on them. Keep my opinions to myself. Tell people what they want to hear and it worked out ok. I get along with most people. But it's not me. I don't want to be that person, and I don't want it to be that I have no choice either. If they don't like me for me that's their loss right? Then I go back to having that feeling where you feel alone. It's like a room the size of a football pitch, just plain white walls and you are in the middle. It's just you. There is no windows and no doors, its that feeling.

Saturday, 3 November 2012

What is friendship?

What is friendship?

Friendship is a blessing and a burden, it adds to the best and the worst parts of your life. When you feel like your world is falling to pieces friendship can make you feel better or worse. If you can't say what you wish in front of your friend, are they your friend? or are you so scared of being alone you cling to someone who can make you feel wanted for that one second?

Introducing me.

Where do I start? Well, I am an awkward 18 year old who loves what a camera can capture. My brain is pretty small so I started an online blog to release some tension. Basically my own virtual diary. I had over 500 followers over on my piczo blog which I have had for a couple years and I loved the little community over there! But as piczo are now closing down I needed to pack up and start fresh!